2020

I actually forgot i have a blog… well i was not active for the entire year, a lot things happen in 2020. I’m gonna tell my highlights in 2020 in my life. So on Valentines day i decided to write a letter to all my classmate and the teacher for appreciation, took me 2 hours to make them. And i love seeing their reaction when i gave them chocolate with letters they were really happy. On march suddenly Not going to school because of the pandemic. Taking online class while playing games in the same time. And a lot of game came out at 2020 but the most memorable game in 2020 for me is Animal Crossing: New Horizon, i love it so much i play every single day. My birthday party was themed animal crossing but sakura season, that was the best birthday party i have ever experience in my life. The cake was amazing, and the present i get to popped the red balloon like in Animal crossing. My friend also came to my birthday party with social distancing of course. During the pandemic my family became really close, i spent a lot with my family playing mario party and super smash bros ultimate on the nintendo switch it was a blast. Halloween was ok, me and my sis make some treats also watch Caroline and Adams family revenue with hot chocolate until midnight. And then Christmas wow the determination on the decoration, my family cut paper snowflakes for the background decoration. Me and my sis decorate the christmas tree. O yeah during that time super nintendo world had a direct video it was really amazing seeing inside the amusement park. I really wanted to go their in the future. So any way when it was really christmas me and my sis got a lot of activity to do like making gingerbread, making christmas card with family, christmas dinner (fried chicken), game night with family and lastly movie night watching Arthur Christmas with hot chocolate. In new year My family celebrate with a barbecue party and i play battleship with my sis. During the countdown i opened my switch and start shouting the countdown button and when it’s strike 12 i scream really loud !!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! and my family sprayed the spray can. yep that’s it for 2020…

thank you for reading and sorry if there are some typos I’m not exactly good at coming up with words.

MY LIFE AS A INTROVERT

it’s actually really hard being an introvert. i easily get anxious talking to someone that i don’t know, as i’m getting older i’m starting to control my mental of being anxious. It’s really hard for me to make a conversation if i met a stranger, i can’t look in the eyes and i continuously look at my surrounding trying to avoid eye contact. And i know it’s rude to not make eye contact while talking to someone, i try looking at their eyes but i look away after asecond later. i’m not the extream introvert, because don’t worry i have friends but only a view… yeah i talk continuously with my friend but if you compare me meeting a stranger.. i’m just the girl who wants to avoid a conversation as much as possible.

And by the way i can’t remember names.. like if you introduce your name when we first time met,my anxious level gone high because i can’t call you i forgot your name. And i don’t understand people how do they remember people name so fast. it took me 1 or 2 weeks to remember new name. And it was alot harder if the name was complicated, my friend had like 10 word in her full name and i only remeber half because it was too long. i still can’t remember names fast until now but i’m trying.

When i talk to someone in public like ordering food or ask for information, my stomach goes really wild like i want to vomit. My dad or mom always ask me to pay, ask for direction and stuff like that alone so i can be indepedent and stuff. But every single time literally every single time there will be an awkward situation during the conversation. Onetime i was walking alone in the mall and i need a direction to dunkin donut ,because i was at the mall and i’m new to the mall and the map doesn’t really show the way so the only solution was i ask someone who works at the mall. There’s no information center so i look at the lady who’s standing in front of a drugstore, she was standing doing nothing so i decided to ask her with my anxiousnes. I ask her “do you know where is dunkin donut? because at the map said it was underground but i only see parking space downstair” the lady confused and said “WHAT’S A DUNKIN DONUT?” i confuse and she confuse and instant awkward situation. Then i describe what they sell, the lady called her friend and ask her the same about the place, her friend was also confuse and well they don’t know what to say to me and the situation was getting tense and awkward my face was heating up even thought it was suppose to be a quick conversation. They finally said that they were sorry they don’t know the place and i felt more anxious and felt bad. I said thank you in an awkward intonation and walk quickly as far as i can. My heart and my soul want to die because i was so panic and anxious i finally give up on searching the dunkin donut…. I JUST WANT A DONUT…

THANK YOU for reading i know it was a bit long but it was fun sharing this stuff to you guys and i hope you guys enjoy what i write. sorry if there is a TYPO

NINTENDO DS

Since i was 5 or 6, my dad bought me a Nintendo DS Lite. My dad was a gamer and i’ll never be a gamer if it wasn’t for him . Ever since that day, I’ve played for hours. My mom constantly ask me to do something else beside playing my Nintendo DS. And of course sometimes i fought with my sister because we need to share, and then my dad decided to get my sister a new DS because yeah we keep fighting over it. My fav game was new super mario bros, mario kart ds, tetris, animal crossing you know that original ds game stuff.

Then one day my dad bought me a DSi, and i still remember my mind blown away because we can take photo and edit them. And i took tons of random pictures. because i abandon my DS Lite my dad decided to donate them… both of them and i have no idea why but i’m okay with it on that time…. moving on!! i played DSi literally everywhere my mom almost confiscate my DS because i’m not communicating with anyone, i think that’s why i’m an introvert. I’m in love with kirby game at that time because of how cute he is. how he walks, fly, eat everything is cute. I ever played 24 hours secretly because of playing my nintendo ds.

And i thought my dad stop buying me a DS, because my mom always angry at my dad and me for playing video games all the time. BUT NOPE!! after the announcement for the 3DS my dad immediately buy it and i’m extreamly happy. This 3DS is my favorite DS!! not only you can switch to 3D but the games. THE GAMES IS GOLD!!! i still play my 3DS until now that’s how gold it is!! I still remember i played multiplayer with my bestfriend in mario kart 7 it was the best multi game that i’ve played since i was little. And i always win because my friend rarely play the 3DS. The reason why i’m still playing my 3DS is actually because of Animal Crossing New Leaf, that game is really the most memorable game in my 3DS console. Every time i enter the game i felt really cozy, i don’t know why actually. sometimes if i having a bad day, playing animal crossing is always the way to cheer me up.

And yeah that’s all for the story ,i had a lot of fun playing Nintendo DS. It meant a lot to me. hope you guys enjoy reading it!

Oops..

I know i haven’t post anything since last month because tons of remedial class because i failed every test and also lots of homework. And something went wrong with firefox so i can’t open my blog… so yeah i finally figure out what’s the problem and i finally manage to post something. And yeah I’m back!!! I’M NOT DEAD YET!!!

MY FIRST ROLLER SKATING EXPERIENCE

Since I’m little, I’ve been dreaming to have a QUAD ROLLER SKATE. But my parents said that it’s dangerous and you won’t be able to do it because it’s really difficult. I kinda angry at that time but i manage too calm myself thankfully. So i set a wish list if i get older at least i ride them once in my life.

So when i was old enough to skate, I do came up with a solution but it didn’t work out… i realize that i can’t skate at my area. No one sell roller skates in my area, and my country’s online website they only sell inline roller skate. I try to online shop out of my country but the roller skate is HELLA EXPENSIVE because of the shipping fee. They do have a skating park but there is no roller skate community…. even though i get a roller skate i will skate alone.

I almost gave up about the roller skate, until my sister said that there is a event rental quad roller skate in the capital of Indonesia. And finally FINALLY!!! i have the chance too roller skate and my god it’s a dream come true. And by the way this happen 2 months ago…

Anyway when we got to the city, it’s a 40 minute drive to the destination. My dad exhausted after the ride and finally made it, when i first try the roller skate shoe i felt really happy SUPER HAPPY and afraid too fall. When i try too skate my feet kinda hard too control and it’s really slippery. The ring is kinda small too skate because it’s actually for a photo attraction but whatever. And i surprise that my dad can skate normally, then he said that when he was a teenager he use too hang out with his friends by roller skating in this city. Of course I’m surprise that he didn’t tell me about this.

Of course accident happen when I’m skating …. my dad and my sis was taking a photo and i skate alone in the crowd of people. I accidentally when to fast and i don’t know how to stop there was 2 dudes in front of me then crash to them 3 of us fall. I apologize with my embarrassed face my dad and my sis.. they laugh at me really hard. and thankfully the 2 dudes help me too get up and they were chill. But my tail bone really hurt when i fall. I skate back to my dad and sis they of course still laughing at me and my mom didn’t know about this incident. I also bumped into strangers… 3 times.. or maybe more than that.

Well i gonna say that experience was pretty exciting for me and my favorite wish list to do. After we done with skating the next day my feet kinda hurt when i walk, same as my dad. But my sis… she was fine, well i guess that is it for my experience about my first time roller skating. I wish i can roller skate again but the event is already over and there’s no other place too roller skate. But I’m ok if i can’t roller skate anymore at least i already did it once and that’s enough for me.

INTRODUCTION

Hi my name is Clare. I decided to make this blog because i want to share my stories with everyone in the internet. I’m doing this for fun and this is my first time making and writing a blog. I’m not good at talking too people because i easily get anxiety and awkward around people. I like to draw, play video games and other random stuff… My favorite donut in the world is GLAZE DONUT!!! and i made a mascot, a cat unicorn name Nijiro. It’s a boy.

In this Blog I’ll post about my life stories, what I’m up too today or a diary basically . I’m not gonna write in a professional way because that’s boring. My goal by making this blog is to share lots of stories with the readers. I don’t have that many friends in reality… well that’s a bummer. I want too express more about myself through the Internet. I’ve been thinking too make this Blog a long time ago… and it’s finally happening!! I hope the readers like what I’m doing…